I miss you.

That’s all, plain and simple. I miss you. I really wish you were here. I’m not gonna go on about how nice it feels when I’m beside you, and how better I feel when I can sleep next to you, because you already know that. Pillows don’t always do the trick. Hopefully that can change next month when I can try and go up for Halloween. Why couldn’t North Carolina be right next to Massachusetts? That wold make things so much easier on my half. But I mean, if I didn’t truly care for you and love you, I wouldn’t be going through with this. I’m not saying you have doubts, just stating a fact. 

And it’s not even just missing you in general. It’s the times like now where I can’t sleep, and I’m alone. And there’s no one to talk to. And your company would just make everything so much better. And the moments like today when I was at Greek Fest. Little things like that I wish I could share with you, but can’t. It’s okay though. I’d rather wait and be able to do better things than go with some guy I’d be wasting my time with. 

And if I do end up going to the U.K and Ireland for a week and a half next summer, I promise you I won’t leave you for a foreign guy. I know I’m probably gonna hang out with Cameron and his friends, but. Even though I’m going to be having fun I’m going to be wishing that you were there. I’m going to be walking around place after place thinking, “Omg Tyler would love that”.

And are you kidding me? I’d so much rather go to that third story Arcade with you any day. It’s okay though, no matter where I go or for how long, I’m always going to be thinking about you, always loving you, and always wishing you were by my side if you aren’t at the moment. 

I love you, forever.